so i didn't write yesterday, so what? no, just kidding. i apologize for that. i should haven't but didn't. i was too lazy and a little sick. i had a runny nose, watery eyes, and my throat hurt so much. but all that is over, i hope. i will have the after noon off tomorrow;  for i have a dr's appointment to have a general check up and stuff. i hope all goes well. i haven't been to the doctor in the longest time. also, a bout that problem with my liver; i hope its better now. my back doesn't hurt as much or my tummy, but i just want to be safe and of course, god willing i will be fine. 


i did not write in the past days due to the way i was feeling. i've been a bit down and heartbroken. i am only 20 and i fight against myself all the time. i ask myself why i feel such way, but nothing is ever clear. i feel lonely, with no friends, and just depressed overall. i pray to my lord jesus christ to give me the strength to move forward. others have it tougher out there, why am i crying for?...i just want peace of mind and happiness. i am glad my family is healthy and do not lack of anything but time to spend together, other than that, we are happy. i pray for everyone. i pray that everyone's hearts are kind and humble and for everyone to be rational and try to be in everyone's shoes for once, at least to understand each other a bit better.


at times i feel like i am not normal. and at times (like the past days) i pray to be normal and ordinary. just that cool girl that fits in. i mean i'll try it once now and then, but i get bored. i can't help staying in a straight line amongst the rest. the point here is that i, just like everybody else wants to be happy and acknowledged. that's all. 


in other news i started my own little business. but more about that next time. thanks for reading. 
that's all for now folks. 
farewell for now.<3

monday...(sigh)

today is monday. work is okay, chill as always. i haven't been feeling good lately; physically and emotionally. i have a small kidney infection, and well i feel lonely at times, but like i said in the beginning of the blog,; i will not speak of anything sad or negative. 

i really dont have much to write about at the moment. 

the weekend was fun at some point, i made a few friends, socialized, and what not,

but yet something was incomplete. i will talk about it tomorrow; when my day goes better. 

its like when i asked god, "if this day could get any worse?"..it wasn't a rhetorical question..

farewell for now.

i'm one jump closer to the weekend.

ok, so i must confess that friday is my favorite day of the week, along with mondays! (no..i kid) i think of mondays fondly as disgusting. just the thought of having to got back to a schedule is dragging. after having a nice relaxed weekend monday creeps along like a creepy crawler. i love my weekends. they are restful, exciting and i always enjoy going out to town, dancing, socializing (all that good stuff), and especially spending wonderful quality time with my family. we tend to have family dinners or shop, if not, browse around. oh, speaking of...i admit i have a spending addiction. i can spend all my check in things i do not even remember buying, of course leaving aside the fact that i made useful and necessary payments already; needless to say, i am a responsible young lady, thank you!


anyways, the weekend is approaching i will have a good time, always with my lord jesus christ  who strengthens me. work was great today, not too much hard work to do...i've been trying to keep a healthy diet to lose a few lbs, which gives me a new goal. now instead of keeping up with this wonderful blog, i got to stay focused and lose ten pounds for now too. oh well...i'd like to stay and write about every second i live, but it is impossible, let's agree. many blessings to all, have a wonderful weekend!
farewell <3

this will have to be my first blog entry...

i am not much of a writer, but i do have many things to talk about when i come accross them.  

how rude of me, i did not introduce myself...

hi, my name is kristina. people may call me kristi, kris, but the most popular one is krispi. for some reason that somewhat cute nickname stuck. some people familiarize it with krispy kreme, or krispy chicken, and what not. anyways, i am a quiet, reserved, yet fun and bubbly girl. i am somewhat fun to be around of and can bring warmth to any heart; for i am the most loving, childish gal you'll ever meet. (well maybe one of them). despite all, i am a bundle of joy and a a chest full of surprises. i have been through bad and great times as all, and as all, i have been and still sorta am in the process of getting better, and still in search of happiness at abundance. i will try to write daily, except weekends. but will do so to at least have in written of the dramas i encounter, stressful situations, happy situations (mostly happy; don't worry i will not bring, negativity to this blog) and overall just things i see day by day in this silly life of mine. i have inhabited the earth's grounds for 20 years now, and i am pretty much all there. but as do all, so i've been told, i have so much to learn and so much growing up to do, although, truthfully, i'd rather not age, but oh well...thanks a lot mitosis, and time. stick around, i'm more than sure it will be a fun ride.

this will be the second...

and let's hope i keep doing it. 

so, today has been a relaxed day so far. i am at work from 8am to 5pm monday through friday. i enjoy my job, i actually love it. i have enough freedom to do pretty much anything, of course, as long as i finish my duties as well.

i prepared coffee in the morning for my bosses, and set up for what we call a mediation. i work at a law office, and well we host these mediation meeting every now and then. my duties are to be hospitable to clients and well just make them feel as comfortable as possible during theses meetings...although i was a few minutes late; for i underestimated the traffic, i pulled through with the help of my co-worker marivel; nice lady, i say. anyway...this is what i tend to do most of the days. i haven't been in this job too long, but i do hope to stay in for a while. i like the people i am surrounded by so far. thank my jesus. i thank him every day for my blessings, for my job, for my loving family, my health, and all of us. 

today i will be staying at my sisters apartment, which i am totally looking forward to. i made her a DVD concert of her favorite artist, and we have a dinner date planned out...it will be an interesting evening. we usually go to a local bar and tavern for karaoke night, but lately we haven't been so much in the singing-mode. maybe soon. this has been a good day, and i bet it will get much better!

that's all for now,  

farewell<3