more & more....

i have become more and more energized. i thank mt lord so much. 


yesterday i felt sad, and a bit sick, so much that i had to leave work. my anxiety kicks in at random times and at time interferes with my life. i really wish it didn't, but well, it does. i am going to heal. time is all i need. and with all these kreations i have come inspired to do, i will be better, that's a done deal i have made with me, myself, and i. 


i forgot to mentioned that despite my weirdness as others may categorize me, i am a cool girl! i have been told that i am a chest full of surprises. i can sing opera, and anything actually. i may not be the most astonishing singer in the world, but i can too guarantee that i will amaze many with my voice. some have told me i have a voice similar to that of Fergie and Jesus. silly person that said that. but with that been said, the reason i mention it is because i decided that i will also put money aside to pay for vocal lessons, that is, to improve my already embellished voice, and also. before i forget to mention. as a singer, i am considered a musiciam: therefore, i can follow music with whatever provided harmony. i want to learn to play the guitar, and continue playing the piano, like i once did. oh and the harmonica like Bob Dylan did. (i recently bought one with instructions and stuff) anyways, that's all for now.