my sister and i are the bestest friends in the world. despite our 8 year age difference, we are so perfect for each other. if i could marry her and was a man, i would...no i kid, but yeah, she's that amazing. she always talk to me and will give the best advice. although i'm heart broken and sad and all that junk, she'll tell me upfront what i should do. she's that typical person that slaps you back to reality. without the slapping of course. only sometimes when she brusque..anyways, the point of the story or today's blog is that she always gives me this great sensation for a brighter day. today i felt sad in the morning...i had lunch with her as i do everyday, and we had a talk. she made me realize that i need to see what's already in front of me and be grateful what i do have not for what i do not have. i need to stop wondering, and questioning the occurred as well as complaining of what i do not have...

i have so many things. i  mention them everyday. my family is healthy, together, and well, i am good too. i will look for that peace. and i pray that my heart had its peace. 

in other news, my car is in the shop, i was given an estimate yesterday as to how much it will cost me to fix it, and gee, i was surprised!! $1,500..so much money. i need to keep looking. i get all lost and confused as to what to do. i need the help of a man. my daddy helps, but not too much; for he works always and is tired. ah, i well get through this and i wish all a wonderful weekend!!